11219.) I have always hated hearing stories about my friends’ firsts:
their first kiss, their first time having sex… you know, those firsts that are supposed to make you smile? My first kiss was from a guy who tried to rape me. My first time having sex was from a guy who raped me. I want a first that I can smile about like my friends do. I want a first that I want to remember.
Your first time falling for someone who won’t rape you, who will repect you and make you feel whole again. That will be the most amazing first, I promise.
